December 2009
33 posts
“That night we talked, we talked about life, about our times together. Maybe we...”
– (via poeticheartache)
You’ve hurt me more than once, I always forgive you, I will continue to forgive you. My life wouldn’t be the same without you, so I have to learn to forgive you even when I don’t want to.
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– love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition
I want someone who will pick me up from work, so we can spend the night together. Someone who will just drive me around until dark, listening to music. None of that crap I listen to though. Music, good music. then we could go to a playground, or a park… maybe the beach? We would talk all night, about nothing in particular, and just laugh. Someone who will take me back to theirs, coz I don’t want...
Twothousandandten; Be happy. Be a better friend. Sing more. Learn something new. Lose weight. Get my licence. Make new friends. Decide on my future. Study. Write more. Laugh more. Be free. Find a healthy hobby. “I would like to partake in the viewing and hearing of a music concert”. Become closer with a friend. Go on holiday. Go back to camp. Take photos and put them in an album. Make...
I don’t sleep because; I’m scared of missing out. I’m scared of the dark. I think too much when my head hits the pillow. I have naps in the day time. Facebook. Tumblr. Msn. Webcam. I can’t get comfortable. I want to finish a book. I want to start a book. I’m trying to write my next blog. I’m staying up with my mum because I don’t want her to be awake so late alone. Scrubs. Too much caffeine...
This release is perfect. Just what I need. Just what I wanted. I’m happy now. Well… I’m getting there.
Is there something in your life that you hate doing, because you hate the memories that go along with it? I have one of those, a pretty big one. The memorie makes me cry, it makes me ashamed. Something I will never be proud of.
Everytime I vommit, it takes me back to a point in my life, where I was so unhappy with my appearence, that I turned to drastic measures. A lot of people dont know this...
I don’t like this feeling. This feeling of being so confused. Thats what I am. Yes. I can’t decide what I want. I dont know what I need. Execpt one thing.
Is it really to much to ask for?
To ask for someone who wants to drop everything, so they can come see me becasuse I’ve had a bad day? To ask for someone who will drive 45 minutes just to give me a hug because thats what I need? To ask for someone who actually cares about my life decisions, and they want the best for me? To ask for someone who will take me out because I need to get away....
I found myself crying agian last night. I though i had go tall the tears out of the way. The smallest things remind me of how I miss us. But even smaller things remind me of how thankful I am to still have you as one of my closest friends.
I still love you. I know you know that.
I’m going through a bit of a dry spell at the moment. A lot of things I want to write about, pictures that inspire me, I just cant be botherd. I cant be botherd to put all this effort into my writing, I mean, does anyone even read my page? Does anyone even care about my past, present or dreams? Even if people do, its probly not the people I want to.
Eventually everything will go back, my...
“Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in...”
– ~ Stephanie Meyer (via runawaytrain)
My career plans were much more exciting when I was...
20 things to do before 2010
- Read atlest 5 more books - Join a gym - Reach my goal weight and stay there - Learn to drive - Streatch my ears to 10ml - Own a car (yes this one has been changed) - Write and post a letter to someone - Make a new friend - Attend an event that requires me to dress up - Walk the bridges with my mum - Have a girls night in - Go camping - Go back to Albany - Get a job - Sing infront of people - Say...
I wrote this for you. Yes, you.
dirtyhumans:
I want to be the perfect temperature of your coffee. I want to be the five minutes of blissful sleep that you receive thanks to the “snooze” button. I want to be that satisfying “ahhh” sound that you make when you understand something that you couldn’t comprehend before. I want to be the street sign that points you in the right direction. I want to be the correction fluid that...
I started thinking about how you want to move out alone today. It really scared me. What if this side of you that makes you sad comes out when youre alone? When you need to be reminded people are there for you, but no-one is visiting. What if it actually happens one night. Home alone.
I cant stand that. Thinking of that.
I will always be there for you. But maybe not always with you. There is a...
Maybe I do see you everyday. Maybe when I do see you I dont apreciate it. Its not the fact that you are moving away. Its the fact that you might not come home. I find myself looking for things that remind me of you, so that when you dont come home, I can smile about you. But the thing is, everything I find to remind me of you, is reminding me of how I should of helped you. How I could of done...
