worthlesspropaganda asked: Not a moment of the day goes past without my father in my head and heart. The quote 'Live every moment of the day as if it is your last' could not apply more to this situation. I wish your mother all the best of luck and I honestly hope you feel better, even if it's for a second. Also, do not feel an obligation to reply to this. All the best - Natalija.

Thank you, I think one of the hardest things, is that I know very few people who have been through what I am going through, but to hear someone else’s story, and for them to tell me things will get better is really what I need to hear. Again, thank you.