Every day there is a new challenge thrown my way, and I just wish I could run to her for help. That just makes it harder though, when the person who made you seem so strong, is no longer around to help you stand tall. People keep telling me, it gets easier – but I can tell you that I highly doubt that. Maybe it will become easier to control my emotions, maybe easier to keep strong throughout the day. But easier in general, no. It will never become easy, because all those life changing moments, where she should be just a few steps from me – she won’t be. Every great moment, is followed by a punch in the gut, and the tears that follow, where I cry for my Mum.