The debate started off;
‘Why should I put my heart on the line, when I’ve seen how willing they are to hurt the ones closest’
There was a back and forth conversation, of how it’s easier to ‘be the bigger man’. Sometimes, I’m not willing to be the bigger man, or woman in this case, because I am too scared. It’s not that I don’t want to try, it’s not that I don’t miss my friends. It’s just that, at every corner, every turn – you’ve backstabbed whenever you get the chance.
So explain to me how in any way, am I better off.
Or should I allow myself to go back to suffering, to please everyone else again?